Missing You This Thanksgiving Day.  / Angie (Mom)
It is not the same without you here. I have to work tonight so I am going to go to bed and sleep the day away. Your sisters are having Thanksgiving together. I know you will be there with them. I miss you so much Mijto. I don't know how much more of this I can take. Nothing, nothing is the same anymore! I am wishing you a blessed Thanksgiving. Rest in peace my baby and may perpetual light shine upon you forever. "Forever in my broken Heart" Close

NO 1 KNOWS HOW I FEEL  / CRUZ PATINO J.R (LIL BRO )

HEY BRO WE NEVER  REALLY GOT A CHANCE TO TALK BEFORE U DIED BUT JUST WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT I MISS U SOOOO MUCH BRO I DNT TALK TO ANY1 ABOUT U JUS KEEP IT INSIDE I THINK ONE DAY  IM JUST GONNA EXPLODE I WISH I HAD WENT UP THERE THAT DAY CAUSE I KNOW IT WOULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT BRO I KNOW U WOULD STILL B HERE WIT ME AND EVERYONE ELSE BRO CAUSE I ALWAYS USE TO KEEP U OUT OF TROUBLE CAUSE NEVER WANTD ANYTHG BAD TO HAPPEND TO U BRO . NEVER WANTED TO LOOK UP THIS PAGE CAUSE IT HURTS TO DAMN MUCH TO SEE U & THE PICS U HAVE BRO NO MATTER WHAT ME AND U WENT THREW ARE UPS AND DOWNS ARE FIGHTS WE WERE STILL THERE FOR ONE ANOTHER BRO NO ONE KNOWS BUT ME & U I LOVE U SOOO MUCH MAN THIS SHITS HURTS LIKE NO OTHER BRO I THINK OF U EVERYDAY @ WORK I HEAR YOUR VOICE BRO THROUGH OUT THE HALL WAYS @ WORK IN THE BEDROOMS I HEAR YOU LAUGH BRO I HEAR U @ HOME EVERY DAY  BRO IN MY ROOM  BRO JUST KNOW THAT UR IN A BETTER PLACE U DNT HAVE NO TROUBLES BRO YOUR FREE HOPE YOUR DOING GOOD FOR YOUR SELF UP THERE K BRO DNT YOU EVER THINK BRO THAT IM NOT THINKING OF YOU BRO CAUSE YOUR ALWAYS ON MY MIND BRO K LOVE YOU BRO AND DAD AND MOM DO TOO ANTHONY WANTED ME TO TELL U THAT HE LOVES AND MISSES YOU ALOT AND CJ TO BRO JUS KNOW K . I WISH I COULD BRING YOU BACK BRO I MISS YOU DOGG LOVE YOU

                                                      YOUR LIL BRO

                                                               

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You Didn't Say Goodbye  / Angie (Mom)

Why did you have to leave?
You didn't say goodbye.
Why couldn't I protect you?
Why did you have to die?
As you slipped from this world,
Did you feel any pain?
Did you feel that you were fading?
Did you call my name?
When they left you
In the dark, alone
Did you cry out,
"Mama come and take me home?"
Did you wish for one more hug
Before you had to leave?
I'd give anything for one,
I can barely breathe.


I miss you more each passing day,
When will I awake
To find you laughing, standing there.
This just a big mistake?
The grief comes pouring over me,
Each second of each day.
I do what I have to do,
but the tears stay in my way.


I want so much to see you,
To have you here to hold.
You didn't even say goodbye,
Why did you have to go?

"Forever in my heart"     Mom

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THINKING OF YOU PRECIOUS GENE & FAMILY WITH LOVE  / LaRaine Mom To My Daughter Cynthia Hernandez (Passerby)

My deepest condolences in the loss of your Precious Son Eugene. I know how much you are hurting for I also lost my daughter Cynthia to Murder on June 11, 1999. I pray for you and your family that God will give you peace and comfort...as I was reading what you put on your son’s site it sounded just like how I feel and I know your pain is every single day and even thought it has been over 9 yrs since my daughter was murdered my heart is broken and I will forever be lost without my daughter but like you I was also angry with God but you know as time goes on I know that she is in God’s hands now and I have learned to unerstand that God is the one walking with me. As we walk this Journey may we walk together and comfort each other for that is why God puts people in our path to help us along this terrible walk called “Journey of Grief” with my deepest Love LaRaine mom to my precious daughter Cynthia.....

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The Day God Took You  / Angie (Mom)

On the day God took you,I thought I would die.
I wondered where the time went? I asked a lot of whys?
With people all around me, I felt alone inside.                                 From all their words of comfort, I couldn't seem to hide.
I thought I might be dreaming. That I'd wake and find you here.
I thought "This can't be happening," as I wiped another tear.
On the day that you were laid to rest ,my heart broke yet again.
I wondered if the pain would end, but mostly, I wondered when??
It's hard to be without you, at times the days seem long.         Sometimes I just sit crying, when there's nothing really wrong.
I wish we'd had more time, before your life was done.
I hope you're resting peacefully, My precious one, My Son.

I miss you so much. Nothing is the same without you here with me. I love you my Baby. Forever In My Heart.

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Hi Eugene  / Daniel Valdes (None)

Hello Eugene,

I do not know you personally but I do know that your family loves you very much. I have had the pleasure of meeting your sister and your mother this past weekend and they have told me wonderful things about you.

I am sure you were a very wonderful person and I am sorry I have never had the opportunity to meet you myself. My heart goes out to you and to your family. Rest in peace with the angels Eugene and know that your family will always love you.

Daniel Valdes

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I Promise  / Angie (Mom)
I promise I won't cry forever
But I need to just today.
I promise I will remember
How to live and how to play.

I promise that I'll dry my tears
when the heartache goes away.
I promise that it won't take years
but I need another day.

I promise that I'll live my life
as you would want me to.
I promise when I'm facing strife
I'll face it straight and true.

I promise I will endeavor
to do the best I can each day.
I promise I won't cry forever
But I need to just today.
I miss you. "Forever In My Heart"
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I MISS YOU  / Angie (Mom)

I picture you walking up the path
and walking through the door,
I listen out for your gentle laugh
but I cant hear it anymore.

I hold my hands out everyday
Hoping for your gentle touch,
But I dont feel your warm hands touch me
Its a feeling I miss so much.

I wait for you to wipe my tears
But you want yours wiping too,
And everyday still hurts so much
Because my life is missing you.

I keep your memory in my soul
It burns so bright each day,
And all the things I have in my mind
Theres three words I want to say,

I Miss You!

 

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My Son  / Angie (Mom)

They say there is a reason, they say time will heal. But neither time nor resaon, will change the way I feel. For no one knows the heartache, that lies beneath my smile. No one knows how many times I have broken down and cried. I want to tell you something, so there won't be no doubt. You're so wonderful to think about, but so hard to live without.

I love you and miss you sooo much, my Angel. "Forever in my Heart"

 

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Thinking of your Angel Above ...  / Angela -. Daughter To Angel Linda Taylor

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Sending Wishes for a Gentle Father's Day  / Dianne/Mom Of Angel Nicholas White (Connected by Angels )

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One Year-One Month  / Angie (Mom)

   If tears could build a stairway,and memories were a lane.

I would walk right up to heaven , and bring you back again. 

     No farewell words were spoken, no time to say goodbye.

     You were gone before I knew it, and only God knows why.

     My heart still aches in sadness, and secret tears still flow.

          What it meant to lose you, no one will ever know.

     But now I know you want me to mourn for you no more.

  To remember all the happy times life still has much in store.

        Since you'll never be forgotten, I pledge to you today.A cherished place within my heart, is where you'll always stay.

Mijto, Today is one year and one month that you have been gone from me. As time has gone by I have learned that I will never accept your death, but that I will surrender myself to what happened because I can not change it!  I can hardly wait to be with you again. But, I will be patient, knowing that I shall one day with tears of great joy in my eyes, I will hold you in my arms again. I love you so much! I miss you so much! "Forever in my heart"

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Missing You  / Mom

I am missing you so much this weekend. I have just been sitting around here by myself remembering the wonderful barbecues we used to have. Your Nina and cousins and my friends comming over. Or sometimes it was just me and you sitting out in the patio having some beers and listening to old school music. Things are not the same here without you, Baby. Sometimes I think friends and family are afraid to come over to the house because they know that you are not going to be here. To greet them with that big smile of yours and to not hear your corny jokes that kept everbody laughing till there stomache hurt. I feel so alone without you.  Oh God, if I can just hear your voice one more time!!! Always missing you...Forever loving you.

 

 

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My heart...  / Stephanie Martinez (Friend)
Still holds you close Gene.  How I listen to all the songs you used to play for me.. over...and over again!  You cross my mind all the time.. and I think it's you letting me know your close!  Your text msgs stayed in my phone.. and I can't seem to erase them from my heart or my phone!  Your funny jokes.. you great laugh.. and ur silly little Raider dance..!!  damn Gene.. how I just miss you... your friendship.. our talks...Just everything!  I pray for your family.. your mom, sisters and your kids..!!  They hurt Gene.. heal them with peace!  I love you Gene.. from now until Eternity!  Close

Happy Angel Day  / Mom

Happy Angel Day my love. I hope you had a wonderful day with all the Angels and Jesus and Nana. I was dreading this day to come but when I woke up this morning I felt this calmness and peace in my heart. Like you were telling me that you are very happy and at peace where you are. Though time came to take you, you're still living in my heart. I'll hold you here forever in my mind, till we meet someday on the other side of time.I miss you so much. Especially all the good times we had. You were my best friend. Goodnight Mijto. Rest in peace. I love you!

"Forever In My Heart"

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MY WEAKNESS  / YANETTE PATINO (DAUGTHER)
I wake up everyday knowing that it is another day to be strong and care for my kids. but deep down inside me is a river of tears dieing to overflow the gate that is traping the water. i swear at times i dont know what to do any more i dont get a call from you saying how much you miss me and love me and how proud you are with me.  it gets to dam hard that you are not around to see the good i have done. there are so many days were i think you are not proud of me at all and it just kills me inside that i cant hear it from you! or there isnt a sign sent from you to show me that you are proud of me. i hurt so dam much to the point where i just want to run and never look back i cant deal with this pain and i dont now how to deal with it! but everyday i have to wake up stronger then the next to now that my kids see me as a strong preson as every one else does. pls daddy show me a sign or something i really miss you!! Close

Missing you so much  / Michele Grajeda (Lil Sis )

Days turned into weeks and then weeks turned into months now its finally a year. Brother oh how I miss you so much and need you here with me. I feel like I cant breathe anymore and dont know what to do. I miss talking and hearing your voice. When things were not right you where here to make them better and now I have nobody. Gene, I cant even explain the pain that I have each and every day that I carry with me and dont know how to get rid of it. Please Gene talk to me and let me know that you are okay and happy. I love you so much and need you with me.  I really miss all the times that we went out and danced, bullshited and just had a good time.  It is not and will never be the same. Brother I Love you so much!!!!!!!!!!!

Michele

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My Child, My Friend  / Angie (Mom)

MY CHILD, MY FRIEND,

I’ll never forget the day that God sent you into my life,
The awesome way your smile seemed to make everything all right.

I’ll never forget the love you shared, unselfish and true,
I’ll never forget the special gift God bestowed on me in you.

As you stood before the Father, as your precious time had come,
With open arms he welcomed you, my child He said, "Well Done!"

But what about my Mom, who stood by me all the way?
I need to know, I’ve got to know Lord will she be O.K.?

You mean the one I chose for you, whose love for you has no end?
Oh yes, my loving precious child, her broken heart I’ll mend.

For she knows me and she loves me, though today her heart is torn,
Your mother's faith will uphold her; she knows I'll comfort them that mourn.

Though at times our hearts are heavy, the truth we plainly see,
My loving, dedicated, precious Child…

This day God has SET YOU FREE!

Remembering you, Loving you, Missing you always.

"Forever in my heart"

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I Miss You  / Angie (Mom)

I miss you more than you’ll ever know,
The world is not the same without you here.
Sadness washes over me without a moments notice,
Your presence can be so clear .

I wish I could be that Mom again,
The one who answered every call.
And laughed at all your stories,
Who lent the understanding ear .

I loved being there for you,
I looked forward to all that lay ahead.
I wanted the best for you,
I lost such a good friend.

I still long to see that bright smile,
That lit up those beautiful eyes.
I want to feel the strong hug,
I want to hear your contagious laugh.

The wait seems so long indeed,
Until I can see you again.
I just want to be that Mom again,
The one who loved you more than you’ll ever know.

Happy Easter My Love, I miss you so much!

"Forever in my Heart"

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A prayer for you  / Cristina**mom Of Angel Eddy Vargas ((angel friend) )
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