My Condolences to your family  / Patricia Wade
Angie, I just wanted to tell you how sorry I am that you lost your son. He reminds me of Frances son on Moms. Very handsome. I hope who ever did this to him is put away. We are waiting to see if one of the two guys who murdered John in Phoenix will talk and give the third guy up. Let me hear from you if you get a chance. Tomorrow will be 6 weeks John has been dead. It's so hard to believe. The pain is beyond anything ever. Close

You're Free  / Angie (Mom)

You're free now my love from earths hurt and pain.
Soaring above it all, never to be troubled again.
Your beautiful smile and carefree facade are seen by angles and the ever-present God.
A spirit you've become, a midsummer’s sunset, a bountiful harvest of memories, ones that I will never forget.
Your life was too short, taken from those you loved, to join the ranks of heaven, to watch over us from above.
Gene, you showed us how to laugh, you made our lives complete.
But now that laughter's faded, until once again we meet.
Your memory will live on, a piece in all our minds.
But yet we find it so very hard to put the pain and anger behind.
We love you and we miss you.
This has been life's hardest test.
Yet, you would want us to move on.
Goodnight sweet Gene, now you're at rest.

I love you and miss you so much. "Forever In My Heart"

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EveryDay / Demetrio Moreno (SON)

EveryDay,

Everyday i wake up knowing your not here. EveryDay i have to shed a tear. EverDay i live in fear. EverDay I wake up wanting you to be here. EveryDay i knowing that your up there. EveryDay i pry. EveryDay flashbacks fly. EveryDay i say "why". EveryDay I look at your picture. Everday i want to cry to my sister. EveryDay i live in pain. Everyday it feels like im in a terriable rain. Everyday its a storm. Everyday i feel cold then warm. Everyday i want you back. Everday i picture you in your car. Everyday it hurts knowing your sooo far.

Dad i miss you from the bottom of my heart. I wanted you back from the very start. I hate knowing your gone. I hate making "i miss you" songs. Because i didnt think you were gonna go away. But when i got the news i wanted you to stay. Damn i dont know what to do. Be a fool or just be cool? I wanted to tell you so much. Dad i love you and I MISS YOU

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All Heaven Was Mourning  / Angie Saucedo (Mom)

All heaven was in mourning, the day my son died; when he closed his eyes, they said, ten thousand angels cried.

The angels shed their many tears, because he was God's Son; but there is a special sadness when God takes the very young.

At times like that, I question God, why let a child die? I cannot understand it and I need to ask him why?

I, too, have heard the angels cry. I've heard them cry first-hand; for I  too, gave up a child and I've tried hard to understand.

Yes, I've received God's comfort, though I'm grateful, I want more. I want reasons; I want meaning, I'm a parent who's heart-sore.

God can give and God can take, I am well aware of this. But, why my baby...why my child? Why did God put him on his list?

Did I love my child too much? Was he too good for this earth? Had his purpose here been filled? Was that why he was taken first?

I awake each day with questions, I fall asleep at night, the same. So many times I ask God "Why?". I'm both saddened and ashamed.

But, then in reflective moments, when my prayers are most intense. One word keeps going through my mind, Patience...Patience...Patience.

Maybe now is not the time.

"Forever in my heart"

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A Pair of Shoes  / Angie Saucedo (Mom)
"A Pair of Shoes"

I am wearing a pair of shoes.
They are ugly shoes.
Uncomfortable shoes.
I hate my shoes.
Each day I wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair.
Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step.
Yet, I continue to wear them.
I get funny looks wearing these shoes.
They are looks of sympathy.
I can tell in others eyes that they are glad they are my shoes and not theirs.
They never talk about my shoes.
To learn how awful my shoes are might make them uncomfortable.
To truly understand these shoes you must walk in them.
But, once you put them on, you can never take them off.
I now realize that I am not the only one who wears these shoes.
There are many pairs in this world.
Some woman are like me and ache daily as they try and walk in them.
Some have learned how to walk in them so they don't hurt quite as much.
Some have worn the shoes so long that days will go by before they think about how much they hurt.
No woman deserves to wear these shoes.
Yet, because of these shoes I am a stronger woman.
These shoes have given me the strength to face anything.
They have made me who I am.
I will forever walk in the shoes of a woman who has lost a child. 

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My Sweet Angel  / Angie Saucedo (Mom)
My Sweet Angel,
I feel I have a gaping hole in my body and mind. At times it seels like hell on earth. How do I begin the long journey of adapting to a new life without you? How do I adjust to the unfamiliar and begin to find joy once again? I miss you so much, every minute of everyday. Love you Mijo. 
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What up  / Demetrio Moreno (SON)
What up dad?
 Me nothing just trying not to be sad. i been thinking about you lately. So hows everything up there? I really miss you. Damn now i dont know what to do. I sit at night and everytime i do i tear drops down my eye. I take walks so i could have time to my self. I get up every moring and see you on my shelf. When im out having fun, i miss all the times that me and you have done. From clowing on my tia's or my sis. Damn theres alot of things i miss. People say i have everything about you. From faceal expressions to just everything you did. But i dont have a kid. I think to myself and i ask myself "why didnt i spend more time with my dad?" And thinking about you i get sad. My fists starts to get tight. And in a couple of seconds im down to fight. But late at night when i sleep. I dream deep. And its mostly about you. And to the things that you used to do. How we would go out and eat your favorite food. I go visit you when i have time. Your always on my mind. I wait for you to call my mom and ask her if you could pick me up. Then my mind gets stuck. I start to get teary. I shed so many tears in the past months you have been gone. I always listen to those R.I.P. songs. 'Cause they make me think of you and i keep dreaming but for now dad just keep sleeping. Rest in peace i got everything undercontrol. No more worries. No more having to hear my bad stories. MUch love your son
Love, 
         Demetrio Moreno
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Someday / Angie Saucedo (Mom)
I sit and hold your picture
As you looked so long ago.
I wonder, how would you look
Were you here with me today.
God had you in His plans that day
You were lifted from my arms.
But still, as days go passing by,
My eyes keep searching, everywhere.
My heart is still as broken
As it was that other day, and,
Though the months have passd and gone
I'll love you, each and every day.
And if the Lord gave me one wish
I wouldn't think, not for a second.
I'd ask to see your face, my son,
For just a single, fleeting minute.
You're locked up deep within my soul,
And etched into my heart.
And when the time is right, my son,
I'll once more fold you into my arms..........
Someday.......... 
"Forever in my heart"
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MISS YOU  / TINA ROMERO (COUSIN)

GENE MISS YOU MUCH. THE HOLIDAYS WERE LONELY. U ALWAYS WENT TO NINAS FOR YOUR PRESENT, LOL. HELP ME HELP YOUR MOM & SISTERS. I SEE WHAT THEY'RE GOING THRU AND THERES NOTHING I CAN DO FOR THEM. THEY ARE SO SAD. U ARE SO MISSED BY SO MANY PEOPLE.

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The Broken Chain  / Angie Saucedo (Mom)
We little knew that day,
God was going to call your name.
In life we loved you dearly,
in death we do the same.
You did not go alone,
for part of us went with you,
the day God called you home.
You left us beautiful memories,
your love is still our guide.
Tho' we cannot see you,
your'e always at our side.
Our family chain is broken,
nothing seems the same.
But when God calls us one by one,
the chain will link again.

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Thinking of You With Love  / Angie Saucedo (Mom)

We thought of you with love today,
but that is nothing new.
We thought about you yesterday,
and days before that too.
We think of you in silence,
we often speak your name.
All we have are memories,
and your picture in a frame.
Your memory is our keepsake,
with which we will never part.
God has you in His keeping,
we have you in our hearts.
A million times we`ve wanted you.
A million times we cried.
If love could only have saved you,
you never would have died.
It broke our hearts to lose you.
But you didn`t go alone.
For a part of us went with you...
the day God called you Home. 

We miss you so much."Forever in our hearts"
Mom, Leslie, Michele
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In Your Loving Memory  / Angie Saucedo (Mom)
I pray for you today and everyday, and I ask the dear Lord to care for you in his most loving way. I miss you my baby. Watch over us from above. Your sisters and I have some comfort knowing that we have a special Guardain Angel watching over us. Missing you so much. Love You. "Forever in my heart" Close

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GENIE BEANIE  / Noe/mari Delcid (nephew)

Happy Birthday Genie beanie;
   Its been a long and hard  7 months since we last seen your face. Life is not the same without you, and your laugh. (Oh yeah I can't forget your bagging on my toes!) We miss you. There is not a single day that we don't think or talk about you and laugh at the good times. (Now I know why they make pool tables so close to the floor,  I took me many years of bragging that I would always beat you, but I came to realize that you let me win!  Thanks. I know your still around because I feel as though you are looking after your primo. He is so angry that you left him because he says that if he would have went there that weekend you would still be around. GOD works in mysterious ways.  Miss you Genie beanie.  ALOT.

                                                             Love
                                             Mari, Juan,
                                                 Noe,  Juanito,
                                                         and Gracie

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Happy Birthday  / Angie Saucedo (Mom)
Happy Birthday Mijo,
This is just not fair. You should be here celebrating your bithday with us. I miss you much. Look down from above and I hope you like what we are going to do for your birthday. My heart is in so much pain. I just want to hold you again. Give you a big birthday hug. I am sending all my hugs an kisses to you. Love you my sweet Angel.  "Forever in my heart" Close

Missing You So Much!!!!!!!!!!  / Michele Grajeda (Lil Sis )

Happy Birthday Bro!!!! It is so hard to not have you hear so I can hug and call you to tell you. I don't know what to do anymore. It is coming back to reality and I know you are not going to walk thru the door and we are not going to party anymore toghether. I wish I could just talk and hug you one more time and hear your voice. It is not the same anymore and I wont be the same with out you hear. I miss you and love you and you are in my heart and thoughts every day.


Luv Ya!!!!!
 BABY SIS

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I MISS  / Demertio Moreno (son)
Yo dad i miss you with all my heart. i dont know where to start. everytime i think of you a tear slides down. i walk around with a smile but i really have a frown. i try my best to do good. but i guess im stuck in the hood. i miss laughing with you. i miss you calling me chump,punk and fool. the times we would just chill and crack jokes. and how i would laugh so hard i would choke. i miss the times we would just cruise. i miss the times i had to get up and get you a broise. i miss the lucky wish bone meals. and how we would just chill. i miss the times that we had with eachother. u were a dad,friend and brother. everyone has there own memories. but its you i need. dad we were surposed to live with eachother. because you knew it was gonna get better. everynight i cry. why did you have to die? thats the question we have in our head. we got so many. we pry for you all the time. i miss you so much.
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Miss You So Much!!  / Michele Grajeda (Baby Sister )
Well we got thru Turkey Day and it was hard not to see or hear you. Today I took the girls to Mill Ave for the light parade and they had so much fun. We went to eat at Red Robin and had a good time. I miss all the weekends that we would spend together or just talk and know what each other was doing. Lolly misses you so much and today was the first day she has cried in a long time. I know you are closer than ever but it still is hard to not have you here. I love you brohter and miss you so much!!!!


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so close  / Yanette Patino (daugther)
lately life has been hard to deal with. i never thought that i would have to go through something like this.... just seeing you lay there was such a nightmare... not to long ago me and maiyah were up in phx with you having a good time!!! if i could take anything back it would be that whole week... we've never got time to share our lifes when i was younger and when i get the chance to your gone!! maiyah always asks for you and its a big heartbrake!!! i miss your phone calls, i miss telling you i love you, but most of all i miss the warmth of your hugs and kisses!! why did something like this take something speacial away from me.... you were the only one that made me feel like i had a family... dad i miss you so much this pain is hard to not think about it... i remeber all the times we spent together i remder all the jokes, dam dad i miss your smile!!!!!! i sit at the cemetary and its like im staring at my own heart!!! i pray to you and and i talk to you everyday so you can help me get through the day!!! watch over us daddy espacilly demaiyah shes so special to me!! i dont want to loose her!!! i trust you with all i got!!! help me get through this pain!!

MY YOU REST IN GODS LOVING HANDS PEACEFULLY!!!

ALWAYS LOVE 
YANETTE PATINO

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Fantasy / Angie Saucedo (Mom)
Maybe if I concentrate hard enough
I can go back in time.
And on the "night you left" 
I can walk down the street with you
And when we get to the turn
That leads to the other side
I can make you stop before you go too far.

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The hearts you touched  / Stephanie Martinez (Friend)
There is not a day that goes by Gene... that I don't think of you.  There is not a family get together where your name is not mentioned.  Louie, Angel, Vero and Christina all still miss you dearly. The boys still ask about you... especially since the fair was just here.. and how last year you won all those animals for me!! I still miss you Gene... and I will always... Always Love you!! Close